Going for Distance or going for Depth
The more I think about where we are going with this sermon series the more convinced I am that I have much to learn about looking more like Jesus. There is no doubt about my desire! There is no question about my willingness to be molded and shaped. But I can't escape the passage that Paul talks about in finding himself doing the things he doesn't want to do and not doing the things he really wants to do. I can totally relate when he says is there any hope? I am so thankful that it doesn't end with that question...but rather that he goes on to answer his own question by stating that his hope is not in the flesh. His hope is found only in Christ Himself. I need to constantly remind myself that my hope is not in this flesh but rather in the one whom I want more than anything to reflect...Jesus Christ.
I am so tired of trying harder to reflect the image of Christ. The harder I try the louder Satan laughs when I fail. It is not until I really get Romans 12:1-2 and allow my mind to become transformed that I am going to have any semblance of Jesus in my life. I can do it on my own for a short period of time. I start to feel pretty confident when I go for any great length of time feeling like I have arrived. When I start to feel like I have finally reached that pinnacle of perfection I stop feeling like I need to lean so heavily on the Lord. And as you can imagine, at that point, my humanity shines through more so than Jesus shining through. Oh what a wretched man I am.
So I am learning along the way that it is not so much about how long I can go (distance) but rather how far I am willing to allow my mind to be transformed (depth) by giving to God daily my ordinary, everyday life. My get up and go to work life. My life as a husband, father, and pastor. Allowing God to constantly reshape me so I reflect more of Him and less of me. What a journey this is turning out to be! The good thing is there is much JOY along the way!
I am so tired of trying harder to reflect the image of Christ. The harder I try the louder Satan laughs when I fail. It is not until I really get Romans 12:1-2 and allow my mind to become transformed that I am going to have any semblance of Jesus in my life. I can do it on my own for a short period of time. I start to feel pretty confident when I go for any great length of time feeling like I have arrived. When I start to feel like I have finally reached that pinnacle of perfection I stop feeling like I need to lean so heavily on the Lord. And as you can imagine, at that point, my humanity shines through more so than Jesus shining through. Oh what a wretched man I am.
So I am learning along the way that it is not so much about how long I can go (distance) but rather how far I am willing to allow my mind to be transformed (depth) by giving to God daily my ordinary, everyday life. My get up and go to work life. My life as a husband, father, and pastor. Allowing God to constantly reshape me so I reflect more of Him and less of me. What a journey this is turning out to be! The good thing is there is much JOY along the way!

